I am now fully awake and know very well why I fail over and over again. My life was crippled, abused and destroyed by the past. The past that I tried so hard to forget I could not do by myself. The longer I hid my broken health (inside) from my loved ones, friends and brothers and sisters in God’s family who love and care about me, the more I pushed my hurt deeper into the bottom of my heart.
I have started believing that it is really Christ that can heal me from my past, which was a married life with an unbeliever. I know, by the strips of Jesus I am healed (2 Peter 2:24). I belong to the Heavenly Father. “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he (she) is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!” (2 Corinthians 5:17). I am a new creature in CHRIST. Yes! By FAITH I BELIEVE I am a new creature in CHRIST.
I DO NOT want to remain spiritually crippled and heavy, I want to open my heart to let Jesus rip up my past and transform my heart into HIS IMAGE and help me live my life to honor HIM. I want to be more like HIM each day. I need HIM! He is all I need for my heart, my soul, my life! Yes! “Christ is enough for me!”
I thank God for Jesus! Christ Jesus makes me more convinced that brothers and sisters in FAITH REALLY EXIST! Without them, I could not find myself back to take the opportunity that YOU give me to love and be loved by other people. Lord! I thank YOU for my family, friends, and all the things YOU have done last couple weeks on my life. Lord! YOU have satisfied my soul and cleansed me with your BLOOD; YOU forgave me and saved me one more time through YOUR sons and daughters. Lord Jesus! Please help me to forgive and love people who hurt me just like YOU did for me! Amen!